Am I Liable for Writing This Entry?

Tort wasnt fabulous. When is it ever? now that it is over, i want to admit this:

I AM ALLERGIC TO TORT!!!!

Really man. I know we have a very inspiring prof to guide us but i just dont get the subject somehow. maybe it is partially because i barely passed last sem so it has demotivated me, or maybe it's because i never have enough time to answer the questions during the exams, or maybe it's because there are countless issues you can barely grapple with, or maybe it's the idea that the taxi driver that ran over the kid is bad guy one moment and the next he is good!

ergh. maybe u dont get it maybe u do. hah, but i am so glad it's over now. hope i dont have to resit it or this blog entry is gonna come haunting me. didnt do the paper really well today, coz of lack of time and lack of practice, and i was SO sad initially because everyone around me seemed so happy and confident after the exam (yes, wei jiet, bella and jo rene, i know u guys are reading this - i mean u!). But when i went home i realised it wasnt only me who was struggling. either way, i am okay now..

thinking of making doughnuts tonight. hmm..

[updated]

I dont want to open another blog entry, just to talk about doughnuts or you guys will think i am becoming one of those doughnut freaks.

I made a batch of doughnuts tonight with kakak. There's still room for improvement. Anyways, I wont need recipes from any book or internet anymore, my kakak kept correcting me all the way!

The army of doughnuts... Ready to be dipped in chocolate sauce!

One perfectly-dipped-with-chocolate-sauce-doughnut! :D

Doughnuts, soon

Somehow, my heart is not with Tort today, although the exam is tmr. Inspired by the Big Apple doughnuts i had for dessert last night and breakfast today.

After my exams, the first thing i wanna attempt will be doughnuts. Not just your typical doughnut with sprinkled sugar. Yea.. think Big Apple doughnuts with all the colourful and enticing glaze and the creamed centre. Oh boy.... cant wait.

Three papers down.. Four more to go!

After that it will be just fun, fun and fun for me. Gonna do my long well-deserved shopping spree, reading and holing up in the MPPJ library and maybe a trip or two to some places. Planning.... hehe.

But for now, i can only opt for camwhoring for self-entertainment.

Take 1: Gold fish in a fish bowl.. er wait, more like girl trapped in her room studying Tort.

Take 2: Figuring out how to work this camwhoring thingy..

Take 3: Err.. let's get nasty?

ok, enough!

no, one more..

wait, just one more...

phew... back to myself. must be the exam stress creating havoc!

Exams begin on Monday but somehow cant bring myself to focus. This is way worse than the difficult period i had during PMR. Will i pull through?

Cant wait till exams are over.

Red Velvet Cupcakes

This was my last baking effort, second last actually. They turned out pretty good tho could have been better if i added alittle more salt to the batter. Love the cream cheese and the cake was moist and not too sweet.

I am planning to run for a post but there are many obstacles i am facing. Wondering if i shouldnt give up and stick through to my original intention? Actually this dilemma applies to two issues i am facing right now.

I know far too well, from my previous experiences in life, that it is too early to be shot down. I have barely even started. This is the beginning of the beginning. No, not the time for me to pull out yet. At least, I am sure about the post.

P.S. btw, did i mention i am going to Bali ??? wheee~

P.S.S And i would like to thank all the people who have shown their care and concern for my circumstances. I am facing a lot right now but it is downright amazing to know that there are people out there, whom i didnt expect to care, that actually did. It is so refreshing to know that there is some kindness and warmth in this world that sometimes can be so cold and ruthless. A reminder to me that i myself, need to be kind to others when they are down.

Delicious Durians!

Yum yum! I have durians to eat after dinner..