Really Worried

Everyone around me seems to be working hard. It seems like i am the only one slacking. What happened to the secondary school me that could do everything??? Lecturers expect us to be independent. I have so many questions but they are all left unanswered. Limited resources. No one to refer to. I admire Eugene for his ability to tackle the question marks in his head. I used to be like that. What happened? Today, the thought of me failing appeared in my head. Terrible thought, if you ask me. I dont want that to happen. Really need to buck up!